YMonday, March 20, 2006
haiz... todae's reali confusin loh... in de mornin i so hyper den afta recess i lyk so diao... dunno wat's goin on sia...
watched a korean show todae... lost confidence in everithin... haiz... so poor thin... dere's 3 ppl... A, B & C... A originali lyk B n B n C are best frenz... alwaes go everiwhere together de loh... den A in de end lyk C n i think B alreadi lyk A at dat tym... so in de end both B n C die... serves A rite... how can he lyk a gal den lyk her best fren den her best fren still betray her... haiz... dunno y de shows all lyk dat de... nxt tym i gonna watch jap instead of korean liao... so ke lian... =x
saw him online todae den tok but feels so diff lei... lyk stranger lyk dat... wonder if he'll still rmb mi bdae... n jun jie was de 1st ta send mi a bdae sms... hehe... gan dong gan dong... thx. =D
i kinda feel bad bout it loh... wat i did ta him b4... but i jus dun lyk bein controlled... now i think im gettin wat i deserve liao loh... i feel so dotz. dunno wat's wif all de emotions loh...
he's not mi bf. wat's wif de ppl ard mi sia... i jus dun think it will happen... is lyk afta de show todae... i dun think so loh... im beginnin ta lose confidence... i think wat ~~ sae is rite... mayb i might b givin de wrong impression? but i dun wanna think bout it as to yet... o's r comin... wanna concentrate 1st loh... let de rest decide fer itself... tym will tel everithin... all i think i can sae is dat he's far frm mi dream guy... i dun lyk ta b tied down... n i dun get de security... so... yar... he's jus not dere ba... bein a cantonese jus makes thins easier wif mi grand aunt but most impt is mi wat... wat's de pnt... i dunno la... i think afta de o's den sae loh... i doubt it will last oso... saein will wait and stuffs r all jus a pack of lies... ta mi la... i rather u prove it wif ur actions...
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