YSaturday, April 01, 2006
i cant believe it. all u bother bout is ur work. wat bout mi? its over. it can jus nv b. u dun care bout mi do u. wateva. in dat case, jus leave mi alone. i dun understand y r u doin dis ta mi. is lyk all dat u've said, dun dey mean a thin? i dun nid sum1 hu can sweet talk but i nid sum1 hu's action is louder dan words. thins can jus nv b rite? dun bother. i noe u will nv b able ta read dis blog unless u sumhow or other find mi bloggie. dat's y i can write all i wan. but i noe dat if u find out, i think most prob u will hate mi fer life. but i cant b bothered.
i jus dun think u will ever rmb mi. everitym i sae dun nid ta cal u reali take mi words seriousli. dis is how well u noe mi rite? see? here's de prob. u jus dunno mi well enuf. wtf. i cant b bothered le la. u jus dun mean wat u sae. u alwaes sae smth but yet dun fufill it. den wats de pt of saein it rite? i jus dunno wat u think. i will nv understand rite? wateva la. i m too tired ta care.
everi1 noe dat i dun mean wat i sae most of de tym. i m not a direct person. its not diff ta cheer mi up or make mi feel touched. i actuali wan de simplest thin in de simplest wae. i m not ordinary but yet ordinary in a wae. y is it dat u jus dun seem ta understand wat i m tryin ta sae? i m too tired ta sae anithin n i dun wanna do animore thins. its all up ta u alreadi. dun even hope fer mi ta hint u animore. frm now on, everithin will b on u. i dun wanna do anithin animore. i m all messed up cos of u. i hate it wen dis happens.
de LiL pRinCeSs is all alone in de land of loneliness... can sum1 jus take mi awae???
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