YMonday, May 01, 2006
wat de... i finali got ta watch de show... kinda late though... but hu cares... den is lyk mi dad ask all of us ta go n tok... i thot finali dat it wld b a simple summary... but hell...
i mean isnt it rite dat kids wan deir parents ta spend tym wif dem... i startin tok bout it seriousli... but afta awhile i oso gif up... is lyk even though i sae smth he will still sae dat de kids r at fault... its true but hu reali noe how i feel???
no one reali understands... izzit wrong ta cry? how do u wan mi ta tel u everithin wen i cant even relate ta u... -.- all u bother is work... i noe dat studyin is easier dan workin... but de thin now is dat i hv de whole hell of stuffs in mi mind... i m not sum1 ordinary... dun u get it? i rather u ppl not tel mi anithin... de more i noe de more i worry... now, mi histroy of self-abuse is known by so mani ppl... even de last secret i wanna kip oso got ppl noe... wtf lah... sumtyms i reali feel so wateva oso no one noe... is lyk how can i share these kinda thins? even mi mum whom i trust de most oso gimme de feelin dat she dun understand at tyms... parents n children jus dun click... it might jus b due ta generation gap... it takes two hands ta clap... even if im willin, do u ppl hv de tym? i noe dat hvin de tym not necessarily mean dat thins will work out... dat dere will b understandin... but do u ppl even try? wen we nid tym, do u ppl gif it ta us? but wen u ppl nid tym u expect us ta gif it ta u... plz practice wat u preach... if u cant do it den dun sae it... do wat u wan others done unto u... de barrier or wall dat we children hv is a result of all de thins dat hv happened in our lives... u wanna break it, it will nv b easi...
sori peeps fer dis long n borin entry... = ( *feelin a lil bad*
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