YWednesday, July 19, 2006
i guess life's like this. i am so confused... what should i do? some don't believe i will do it but i have to... i have no time for this.
i decided. if it is meant to be, then in the end, it will still be... i decided to let time speak for itself. if things are meant to be, nothing will cause it to turn out the opposite of what is planned. as much as i can't do it, i have to. learn how to let go and get it back when the opportunity comes...
i guess, there is still much for me to learn... i'll just have to cheer up and do my best.
ganbatte. you can do it... =P jia you!
*fixing a broken heart by indecent obsession is nice... try listening to it... =D
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YTuesday, July 18, 2006
life's a bore recently... too many things happened... i don't even know what to do and where to turn... why are things the way they are? if only i can make time stop and i am the only one still moving, i'll sort out this life of mine instead of being the way i am now.
i finally got hold of what people mean when they say that life itself is not easy. to be who you are and still allowing the world to accept you is never easy. everyone has different thinking. no one is right, at the same time, no one is wrong. it's just about having different perspective of things. but how then is one able to be who they are and still be fine and live with life the way it is? i guess this is something i'll have to figure out...
there is two sides to everything. life still has to continue no matter which route i choose to walk... i can take the easier route which will provide me with what i need for a short period of time, or take the tougher route which will help me to learn and mature in the process. so why not walk the tougher route and be a different person. why choose the easier route which only leads to distruction??? however, it will never be easy. whatever you do, there is a price to pay. i guess this is what makes humans humans. there are too many things in life which we spend our days searching for the answer. albeit we will never understand. that is what makes life difficult.
life is such so i think we should just learn to live with it and stop complaining. =x humans should learn to not be complacent.
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YThursday, July 06, 2006
yeah!!! finally... the chinese o level oral is OVER! i have successfully lifted another burden off my shoulders... phew...
i think my blog almost died. sorry bloggie... well, life's a bore still... as usual... today called jj and talked about the oral... den he said will come back to see me get results... haiz. stressed sia... but he will most probably forget anyway. =P he's an old and forgetful man... bleah
it suddenly feels that being in school is so stressful. i can't catch up. especially additional mathematics. the unit on vectors. haiz. the school should be more organised. every teacher seems to be rushing. we are on the losing end. haiz. i don't want to go to school anymore. *sobs*
end of a fairytale...
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