YThursday, November 23, 2006
i really hate it when people say wait or when they always drag something... is like why must one wait? if everyone wait, then why is there the word 'now' and 'immediately'? why must people say 'i can do it later'? what is the point of waiting and at the end of the day, things don't turn out as expected and one regrets? life is not about regrets but chances... if you are going to do something today, what will be the worst thing that can happen? will the consequences be as drastic as one would lose their life? if no one risks, then none of us will get what we want.
maybe you waited too long. now that i am looking for you, you are no longer there. am i supposed to be lost? have i got to wait again till you are back or am i to start searching again? will you ever be back? is this the end? whatever the case is, i regretted my choice. but do you? are you really that heartless? what am i to do? i miss everything... too bad. i guess everything will have to come to a standstill at least for now until i sort out everything? i want to move on but everytime i think of what happens, this will happen to me. i need a break. i will go for the first 3 months of jc. hopefully being involved in something and doing something will take my mind off all these. having few more friends will also take me away from this? i might be starting anew once school starts. by the time you are out of army and if you happen to see me again, i promise that you will be the one regretting not me.
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