YThursday, November 16, 2006
okie... im here agn... o's endin in 4 daes!!! yeah! = )
mani thins happen durin de o's though... ppl fall out, bonds became weaker, bonds grew stronger, etc... anithin u name can b seen...
i suddenli dunno wat to write... loss for words???
okie... wat i'll b saein nxt is of no link to dis post...
it's been lyk 3mths n im still feelin de same... but now no longer hurt... instead, numb... though tears still flow... i really still miss you i guess... maybe this is what people mean by you wont treasure things until you've lost them... i still dont understand how you bear to do all this... if im not wrong, this is ur last yr in poly rite? great... though i still dunno wat actualli went wrong that you had to cut all contact wif mi, but i still wish u all de best... i think this time, i will take a very long time to forget about all this... but i dont want to forget. this time, i'll burry it all within. i promise that if i ever happen to see you again, i will not be how i am now. i'll be much stronger than now. i promise. hope to see you live your life well. dont let anything that already happen change you. overcome it. thanks for teaching me this lesson. from now on, i'll never hide how i feel. no longer will i wear a mask to face this world. thankyou.
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