YWednesday, December 06, 2006
i managed to call him after so long. but guess what? he has a girlfriend. great! i wish them all the best. he has moved on. i should too right? why can't i? when i heard he has a gf i was like all quiet and stuff.
someone heal this broken heart. it's really gone. i feel like an idiot. if i had told him earlier... wait. i think i did. this is so confusing. i feel like i'm trapped in my own world. what's the point of regretting? i want him to know. but even if he knew, i don't think it will make any difference. so what is the point? it seems like he really likes his gf. i think i will just keep this among myself and the people i know and this blog. i am tempted by the knife but i won't.
is all these for real? does his gf really mean they are together? does he really like her? i gave so many up hoping he will keep his promise. but now it seems like the saying is true. promises are meant to be broken. *tears fill my passage*
vanessa carlton's a thousand miles fits my mood.
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