YThursday, January 04, 2007
i was shocked wen i read my previous posts... it's amazing how i can lyk someone almost instantly and not lyk de same person also almost instantly.
it took mi a long tym before i found out dat i lyk him... on de 6 dec, afta de call, i took less than a week to forget him... it's weird... so weird...
oh ya... im startin to feel dat he's reali a jerk. i did feel bad at 1st but now not reali. he's oso not toking to me... so wat's de diff??? he doesnt feel anithin... to think dat de smses would cause at least a lil impact. wow. mayb he's reali not serious. i think i just fell for another idiot's trick. i think it'll be a long time before i reali trust another guy's word again. things like "i love you", "i'll wait", "i miss you", "i cant do without you", etc... who will fall for these? it's impossible for any gal to believe those words rite? or mayb not... but even actions lie. de guys might b nice in front of u but hu noes wat dey r doin behind ur back?
aniwae, haven seen cute guys in SA though... haiz... so much for de cute guys stuff... how to pass 2 plus more mths dere??? =x
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