YMonday, January 01, 2007
great. im going to be 17... wow. sarcasm.
well, this is a boring year i guess. for a start, i have my first 3 months in sajc... kind of a good start... but still kind of regretted picking somewhere that far. hope its worth it.
this year, i guess everything will start anew. it's time for me to change. change for the better. not because anyone asks me to but because i want to. i want to be better than who i was in 2006.
my decision will be decided on the 25th of this month. whether or not i give you any chances will depend on what you do. to be clear, i dislike you to smoke, fight, act, talk big, not bother about me, regarding soccer as a more important thing, not mean what you say, not be serious about things, lie, think that i am naïve, leaving me alone, gambling that much, never taking the initiative and not knowing anything about romance. practically almost everything. you will have to undergo a total 360˚ change. so it's kind of impossible because if you change totally then you will not be you and unless you change because you felt there is a need to change, i won't be liking you for who you are. what's the point then?
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