YSunday, February 04, 2007
i so hate you. just shut up. this always happens to me right. LoL. but at least even if this always happens, i am not as desperate as someone to the extent of going on a stupid blind date. and NO i don't want to go. if you want to go and meet, go by your own. i hate everything. everyone lies. guys are nothing but trouble. argh. they are just SO insensitive can. argh.
i hate you i hate you i hate you. fine. i am funing mad. to think that i should take out those posts? why should i? in short, just listen to tu ran lei le by jj. argh. is not like i really mei you ren yao loh. why am i going to this extent? rah!
i need huggies... anyone? LoL. if only i can call you. haiz. work work work. i tues go that time scold her for you. haha. =P see. i so nice.
haiz. i miss xiao cong. at least de cong is not like that. = ( why did i not treasure things. only to hold them tight after i lost them. sorry i didn't spend your birthday with you last year. i know it's too late to say this but just yar. at least let me just feel better.
lil notes to self: give your heart only when you know that it won't be broken. spend your birthday with the one you love. if he loves you that much, he will also spend his with you. if the guy knows you enough, he will know that whatever you say is the opposite of what you mean (except when you are REALLY serious about an issue). he will be able to hold me and say "this is the girl i like" and not push me or his friends away when he is with either his friends or me and happen to see the other party. he will understand me if he is serious. he will know that i will remember most of the things he say and whenever he does not mean or do them, i will be disappointed. he will know how i really feel. he will know that little actions will be taken note by me and i will appreciate every single of them. he will not only know but understand what i mean by romantic. he will spend time with me and not leave me alone when i really need support. he will be willing to share stuffs with me and not only me telling my problems. he will say ' i love you' and mean it. hopefully he knows when is white valentines.
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