YTuesday, March 06, 2007
wow... got into np acc... lyk wat de... i think im gonna die in dere... i so anti... haiz. wonder ani one in cg goin to np... mayb jol... i think i'll ask lata... but i still kinda no mood loh. considering whether or not to change school.
realised ppl do change... how i've changed to adapt to days without you. having fun in army??? lol. i've learnt to forget about the past and start anew... everyone deserves a second chance. many of us don't see our faults until we are told. i am of no exception. well, at least i no longer need attention. in a way kind of being back to my old self. everyone is leaving me again. kind of used to it. so maybe being alone is still the best. valentines, white valentines, anniversaries... kind of don't belong to my kind of life now... LoL. i guess it will be after a very long time before i get into this...
aric's coming back this year and i'll be going to hk on 9aug. will have to miss sch but who bothers. anyway, i don't know for sure which day but if he comes back i might not want to see him as well... can't face him i guess... argh. i guess things are just meant to be this way...
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