YSunday, May 13, 2007
haiz. it always happens. i'm stuck. is like she also think that i do but well... haiz. i can't say anything. as in i think i am but the thing is that it is not possible so why waste the time? well... i think it shall just be hidden... i kind of hope what steph and nic say is true. lalala. argh. i am really confused. well... let time speak... so yar.
oh ya... new news... nic is also kind of in the same situation as me... 'specious' = special and precious??? haha... nic, gd choice la... he's cute... LOL. well... me... haiz.
nic told me why she told me what she said in the past... well, it sounded so 'wow'. as in usually, no one will say that... the natural reaction should be 'oh... she's liddat de ah...' but no one will say that unless they are really determined... so well, maybe it was all just a lie... haiz. i feel like spilling everything out but i am afraid that if the person sees this then what am i to do? well... maybe it will just be kept in my heart until what i hope comes true... maybe he still... but i don't know... whatever it is, things will be kept unsaid... at least on my part... i think i am hoping for something that will not come true... *sighs.*
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