YMonday, May 14, 2007
he's like giving me the feeling that he likes her... is it true? haiz. i don't really want to think about it... if he says he doesn't then fine... somehow i hope that he still likes me... as in what nic said... haiz. but is like i think what nic hopes for is coming true... but the thing is that i don't think what i hope for is coming true... oh well... nevermind... as long as i know he's there, it's fine... i feel so relax around him... i don't need to pretend... i can be me... maybe what i hope might be true but is just that everything is unsaid... maybe. i don't know. i don't want to bring my hopes up... but well... is like i feel that i want what i hope for to happen but on the other hand i don't. i don't want to repeat that 6 days again... that's why i don't wish what i hope for to come true... but i don't want to be in this alone so ya... argh. why am i so contradicting? *shrugs*
click 'man' and read what i wrote... hehe. cute... LOL!
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