YSaturday, May 05, 2007
i rather be the only one suffering. i want to hear your voice. i want you to be beside me. i want you here. i need you. but if you don't let me walk on my own, i fear that i can never walk on my own without you. i already rely too much on you.
it hurts but i rather you hurt me more. don't be so nice so that i can forget you. i really don't want to but since you don't want me to fall for you then this is what needs to be done. i really don't want this to happen but since this is what you ask for then i rather you hurt me more. i want to get used to everything soon. i want to be around you and feel fine. i want to be fine.
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