
YThursday, May 31, 2007
is there another resturcturing? what just happened? why do i have to account to zj? why is cindy so cold? i don't want to tell zj. but i must. i don't know. i feel so sad. like why God. You know i can't take this kind of sudden changes. further more, i am not close to zj. i don't feel like doing anything. i don't want to go back. why can't i have a shepherd for long? i miss ting ting. = (
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