YMonday, May 07, 2007
he's avoiding me. it's so obvious. is this the end of our friendship? just like that?
i rather none of this had happened. if it was because of what was said, i rather everything remained hidden and kept... i want back the times when we are friends. when things were fine. when we were able to talk, laugh and have fun. the times when we were able to stand beside each other and not feel anything amiss. i wish i could turn the clock back and none of these ever happened.
for how long are you going to avoid me? you can choose to ignore everything. but is it going to help? can we settle this once and for all and not leave it dangling? by ignoring this matter, will it help anyone? the problem will still surface later. i can't take it anymore. i just want to settle this issue. i don't want to lose a friend because of this. really. i don't.
sorry. i guess it's all my fault. if you feel that i am giving you pressure then tell me. i really can't read your mind. i won't know how you feel and what's going on until you tell me. i am really trying my best to make things fine but it seems like it is not working. i'm sorry then. i didn't mean to enter your life. i'm sorry.
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