YSaturday, May 26, 2007
*smiles* had time to think about everything through... haha. bleah. ok here goes.
well, as things go, i realised some things. people have good intentions but sometimes, the good intentions will cause unpredictable changes around to happen. these changes cannot be avoided. the good intentions were there to prepare everyone for what is to happen. at times, we only see what is going on on the surface and we will never know what is going on on the inside until someone tells us of it. well, i guess sometimes people just don't expect one to be so different on the outside as compared to who they really are on the inside. i don't expect anything anymore. i hold nothing anymore. like i said before and i am going to repeat it again. i am one of no second chance. never been able to change this point as there is no one whom i feel that can make me change and give them a second chance. maybe when the person comes around, i will let you you guys know. haha.
well, i'll forget about everything. though i have moved on, but a little piece of me is still there. i didn't plan to get it back because i thought there might just be a slight possibility. but now, i will get that back as i know that the odds of it coming true is zero? oh well. what can i say? i am the one who pushed him away and now i want him back? ha. who am i kidding? well, if i am going to say that, i think no one will believe me. =P so yar. things will just be like that. i will just get it back and carry on from there. if what i hope for come true, then well, maybe i will give a second chance? i don't know. we will see about it. let's see how la k? XD
anyway, love you guys loads. don't say it's your fault and stuffs because it was with a good intention. is just that some people look at things differently and some people are not able to adapt to shock and some are just pure fickle. so yar. XD i'm fine. really. XD *hugs* *loves*
mood song: when you are gone...
oops. that seems to contradict everything i say right? nevermind. i just feel like listening to that. =P
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